I just get really insecure, because sometimes it feels like it’s one step forward and two steps back. things get really good, and then I do something wrong and he gets mad and we start arguing, and then we go back to being okay like two days later. it’s just driving me crazy , I just want things to be okay. I’m really trying to get things back to the way things used to be, I just hope it’s working. 

I honestly don’t know why I ever broke up with you. You were nothing but good to me, and I was just a bitch. What’s wrong with me?  I love you.

i wish you were here.

I wish I could just be with you

nothings ever easy with us.

I just love you.

ugh. he drives me absolutely insane. It drives me crazy when you say you wanna talk after school and then we talk for maybe two seconds. bleh. I just need to talk to you. last night was kind of rough, and I miss you.